20 OCTOBER 2017 - 11.14

AN UPDATE

It been a while since the last time i posted my feeling in this blog, to be exact it has been a month and 13 days. Countless things had happened between me and her. We past a lot of happy time and sad time. The recent one was last night and just now. She told me her feeling again, and again i made a mistake toward her. But that didn't matter, cause it makes me event more serious toward her. I will prove her that i can make her happy and will show her my commitment.

Today i'm going to visit he, almost 900km journey and honestly a risky journey. Never done it before. But i have the feeling that i must meet her and make a precious moment with her. As i always told her, that i'm willing to sacrifice everything just for her. Just for her, i'll hurt myself if neccesary. Countless time i've been hurted, but my love is stronger than that. It always made me stand again and fight even harder.

I'm so glad that she found me, and i really hope that she will accept me soon. Cause that will be the happiest moment of my life.

-F-