Tuesday - 05 September 2017 

A LITTLE VENT FROM AN EXTROVERT PERSON (1) 

As all we know that depression can influenced everyone. A little talk is what we need. I'm on a state of early depression. 

My mind constanly think about every little thing that matter. Last choice i've made, which i think will make me better wasn't really going as what i expected. I try not to be strictly man nor a dictator type of men. I just want tobe a nice man, a reasonable man, even though that means to sacrifice my own feeling. I do believe it until today, that it is for a good sake. 

I'm willing to sacrifice and give anything. 

Today i feel so down. I wear nothing but a thin shirt with a white coat, but it feels like i'm wearing iron armor all over my body. I wear nothing but a glasses on my eyes and something on my head as i try to relax. But it feels like thousand rope are bound over my head. Tiding me up till blood can flow to supply my whole head. 

I know maybe this is a karma, something that meant to happen, something that happen because things that i've done in the past and it is religiously real.  

What should i do? 

That question mingle around my mind in the last couple days. And still can't find the answer.